Why I don't date

I'm so high that nothing can reach me.  I climbed and I climbed and I climbed and destroyed the latter on my way up and now no one can even see me clearly even if I'd want them to. I'm an enigma. I'm a mystery. Some days I am the music and the flowers and the laugh that's rising above the crowd but other days I'm just ice and lonely winters and I don't want to force someone to deal with that cold queen, because when they pursue me, they're going after spring and summer, not coldness